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I've realized just this morning that I have fallen very hard for you. I have always loved you, but I realized that you mean more to me than I had originally thought. I don't think I would be living if you were not in my life. I needed to know that I meant something to someone. I used to manipulate people into liking a personality I had created. With you, I can be myself and I really love that feeling. You told me I seemed to think that you only loved me when I was wearing makeup and that I was wrong. I suppose I just want to look perfect for you. When you told me you loved me with or without makeup I knew that you were certainly the only person I want to be with forever. You are my love and my life. I know people find our relationship odd, but they don't understand and probably never will. I understand it. You understand it. That is all that should ever matter. I know people think we will never last, but I think we should let them think that and do what our hearts tell us to do. Let's not think so much and just do what we feel is right. I love you.
©2006-2009 ~morbiddemonchild
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**First let me say that I did not know where to exactly put this, so randomly I chose editorial.**

I want to fill you in on a little bit of my life before you read what I have to say.

My boyfriend and I have been going out for 7 months today. He lives in England and I am here in the US. No one really understands what it is we share. The reality is they probably never will. I met him online last year in June. In late August he told me he liked me and I felt the same.

I could swear to you that my mother is trying to do everything to keep us apart. She makes stupid suggestions, like if he truly loved me that he would move here. I talked to him about it and he said he had already been considering it. I then, of course, told my mother. The look on her face said it all. It was a look like 'F*ck.' I suppose she had thought by saying it we would break up.

Well, the following is a letter I wrote to him today. I thought of only sending it to him and letting him know how I feel. But then I thought about it some more and decided I want whomever reads this to understand as well.
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YAY go stevie!!!! i definatly have to agree...peops on the outside can just never understand the inner workins of an intimate relationship. and everyones a skeptic lol

the world is a dispicable lot i say a truly dispicable lot!!!!

oh well life goes on ...and love....well love ... i think frank from old school said it the best "well....keep on trucking ...i guess"

my best wishes towards the happy couple ^_^

and i lend my condolences to the distance...it must be difficult my freind....

allright ....well live a happy and prosperous life

~Josh~

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~Josh~

"I must tell thee friend, I am sorry to hear thee talk so; they that never think of dying, often dye without thinking of it"
^^Wow.... sorry bout the rambling stevie..... can ya tell i didnt get any sleep last night.... haha lol ^^

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~Josh~

"I must tell thee friend, I am sorry to hear thee talk so; they that never think of dying, often dye without thinking of it"
Geez Josh, don't make it sound like we're never gonna see each other ever again.

Yeah, people don't understand and it is hard, but whatever. I'm willing to deal with it for now.

[Stevie]

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I don't know half of you half as well as I should like and I like less than half of you half as well as you deserve

I know you believe you understand what you think I said, but I am not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant
hehe like i said...sorry for the rambling im runnning on two hours of sleep here...

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~Josh~

"I must tell thee friend, I am sorry to hear thee talk so; they that never think of dying, often dye without thinking of it"
It's okay love.

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I don't know half of you half as well as I should like and I like less than half of you half as well as you deserve

I know you believe you understand what you think I said, but I am not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant
It's very beautiful! Very nice, I think that is awsome...

btw... Love is more complicated then anything any scientist has tried to understand... It's binds us all in ways we will never understand, so it can not be confind so a local relationship, it stretches further then that. Cross continents and worlds, through letters, phonelines, the internet, a kiss... and the look in someone's eyes... So, you have it right, don't let other's shape your oppinions of it, your love is pure in strong, don't let it die by other's wishes... there's to few left of it in this world.

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"There are good people, and bad people. Good people do good things, bad people do bad things. When good people do bad things, it's called religion."
"It's ok as long as someone else does it first."
Thankies Hun. I know. Ugh. People say things or expect us to fail. I'm sort of inclined to prove them wrong while enjoying our love.

Well, thank you for reading it. :D

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I don't know half of you half as well as I should like and I like less than half of you half as well as you deserve

I know you believe you understand what you think I said, but I am not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant
I just read this again =)

:heart:

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To be is to do
- Socrates

To do is to be
- Plato

Do be do be do
- Sinatra
<3
i love you

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I don't know half of you half as well as I should like and I like less than half of you half as well as you deserve

I know you believe you understand what you think I said, but I am not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant

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